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I miss her. i made a promise to her ill study hard. but i have not been doing it. i just wish she was here. to wake me up to school.. the cook me food…. to hug and kiss  me right before i leave the house. i remember the last school result i showed her was my preliminary results and the  grades was terrible. i really2 regretted i didn’t do well there. i miss her smile. i just wish she  was here to sit beside me.  eat with me. scold me. haiz… but what to do. moving on is a good thing. but i think I've moved on without fulfilling my promise to her. i miss my mother.

Confirmed

It is for sure that I’ll be departing from Singapore by Thursday noon. I’ll be taking the bus from Golden mile junction. I guess i can’t go for the Thursday class. I just hope that I’m going to find the fun there. Things that I should bring:-

1. Passport
2. My Cell phone
3. My digital camera

Yes without my cell phone, there will be no music. No music means BOREDOM. Without my digital camera, I got nothing to do there. This time I’ll try sharing my time there through the pictures. I’ll be back by Sunday and i got the feeling that my sister is coming to Singapore to with me. Thus, I can’t go out that day or any other day/night. She’ll be here for the holidays. She is a teacher there. When the school is having a holiday, she’ll be having one too. That is one of the reason why I don’t like holidays. When holidays comes, she going to ask me to go there.*sigh*

2012

There are rumors that the world will be facing tragedy during that year. Some says the worlds going to end. Some say not. It is said that it got something to do about the Sun.

For me, I think there is no point being scared about this. We just have to continue life as it is. I mean, what if it doesn’t happen. You’ll be wasting 2 years being scared and not enjoying your life. If its time for us to die, then die. *laugh* OR if you really really believe that the event is going to happen and you know that you have not fulfill whatever you want to do in life, then try fulfilling it. To me, the questions of death is all in the hands of god. 

 

Random Question: Do you think that our life is being control?

Departing Day> Thursday

This Thursday I'm going to KL. My brother is getting engage in Kedah. I've been there and the place is really really rural. I can smell it in the air. Everything is so unpolluted by carbon monoxide. Fresh air and mosquitoes for you.
The Problem is, buying the tickets. I really need to find the time and money to buy the tickets at Golden mile junction. Which is at Beach road area. I need to depart from Singapore by 6 plus but I had already put my working schedule on that day. *laugh* Now I need to find replacements. *laugh out loud* My sister is coming back to Singapore with me on Sunday and she's gonna ask my to give her a ride from Haig Road to Woodlands. I can survive that. But I'm not sure whether my bike can. *chuckles*

Just now I had a meeting in school about RPresenting. It a dance competition. Hip Hop IG,Style Groovas Crew, is organizing it. I was chosen to be the leader in the Marketing section. I don't mind being in the marketing section its just the word "leader" that makes me..... "huh?". I mean, me? leader? *chuckles* I'll try. Nothing is impossible. Besides, what so hard about being a leader? I just need to guide them. Let's do it!

Its not enough!

I really really need to save more. The main question here, How?Work? Working after school is really really tiring. I really need to cut down on my expenditure.  I know i really not good money. I tend to spend spend spend. However, I really can’t see on what I spending on. All I can remember is spending my money on bike, food, cigarettes. Well, I can’t cut down on food. I need to eat more not eat less. I mean, look at me. *laugh*  Cut down on my cigarettes? Already did. Cut more? OK……. I’ll try. Cut down on my bike stuff? Nahhhh…. If I were to cut down on my bike stuff expenditure, my bike can’t move.

Before I got myself a bike, my pocket money was $a/month. After getting myself a bike, My pocket money was cut down to $(a-50)/month. That is why I need to work. But My siblings just don’t allow me to work. How am I going to maintain bike if cannot work? I mean, I can’t even work on the weekends? Its just ridiculous.

“ZzZzZzZzZ”

I wonder what’s going to happen if i were to tell them of how I am doing in school right now. Well, to me, everything doesn’t seem right.  I also wonder what am I going to be when I finish my studies and my National Service. People say its hard for me to get  into Airforce. Besides, PES A and PES B? *chuckles* It possible! But I need to train a lot. I think I need a training buddy. And I need time. Time, I need to change that word, cause all I have is time. Well, after school that is. However, I need to concentrate other things too. Like for example, I need to polish up my dance. I need to study and do a lot more revisions to keep me prepare for my UTs. I need to work for my extra pocket money. I need to think about saving up my money so i can save up in my bank. I need to save up some money to meet my wants too.

WANTS:-

- New jacket(Lost my old one)

-New Tops

-New Bottoms

-Water heater

-Bike accessories

-Vacuum Cleaner

-New shades

-New slippers

-New raincoat

-New Paintwork for my bike

-New Helmet

You don’t want to know how much I think to think about money. Every time I close my eyes, i kept on thinking about want I need to do and what I want. Well, not so much on the wants though.

Here’s something random!

 

ROJAK!… OK now I’m hungry! Now I’m wondering what I’m going to eat right now. Speaking of wondering, I also wonder what I’m going to wear for tonight’s MUSE! I Lost one ticket! Yay!!! Don’t tell me I’m going Alone!!!! YAY!!!