carelessnesstessnessary

I was a wonderful night at Johor.. Sleepover at my friends house..
After accompanying him go for a traditional massage, we went over to his place
I found out the houses there are quite affordable. Imagine two storey terrace for the cost of
a normal 4 room flat in Singapore. I think I want to buy a house there. Its a new place.
The houses was new a it looks so Singapore-ish. haha. Securities taking care of the neighborhood.
Just the kind of house I want where security, view, and comfort. However, its quite for from
shops.
We played command and conquer at his house. Yes it was fun. After playing the game we ate
some instant noodles. Usually after eating I would go for a smoke. Unfortunately, I found out
I lost the most sentimental thing to me right now. It was the lighter that I was given. *sigh*
Nothing can replace that lighter. I felt like I just ripped out my own heart. At that point of time I thought of tracing back where I have gone to that night, but it was late and Johor is not like Singapore.
If I were to be in Singapore, I would surely, by hook or by crook, go find that lighter . I wish I could go back in time and not lose that lighter. Again i *sigh*.
WASTED WASTED WASTED! Argh!

Next day,
I found out my chain for my bike was lose and it was at the point where it can drop out anytime.
We then got ourselves ready to go back to Singapore. We went to had our breakfast first before going to a bike workshop. So we went to this Malay stall. the way they serve the food was like catering kind of way.
The place the cooked dishes at the middle of the shop and as we got into the shop, we placed an order of our drinks and we went straight to take the rice. After taking the rice, we are suppose to choose the dishes... *laugh* FLIES were everywhere! And I was like... ok, lets eat. *laugh*
FLIES FLIES FLIES.... they were so fat! AS I swallow the food, I kept on thinking how flies grow *chuckles* I felt like I'm eating chunks of maggots even when I know that I'm eating the food. However, it was nice. COME TRY! Its delicious!

hmm

I swear i love the way she laugh.. the way she bites her own lips… and don’t get me started about her eyes! i mean.. it the most wonderful thing! it really2 brightens up my day. haha. RANDOM

What have i done man...

I shouldn't have come along if it ended this way..

It was a wonderful day!

People say that life is too short to sad. To me, in life if you don’t feel sad. Its boring. There are many many feelings that can be felt. Happy is good but No such thing as I’m happy always. So, its not wrong if you’re sad in life. But is not good to be sad all the time. OK basically i think we should stick to one feeling or emotion all the time.
However, there is this feeling inside of me. I’m not sure what is this feeling. But every time I’m around this certain someone, every time i think of this certain someone, I feel… I feel… Completed.  Its really2 great to have this feeling. Whenever I’m around of this certain someone , my hand is numb. i hard trouble breathing. But it feels great.My heart beat just gets faster and faster. How I love this feeling. 

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I miss her. i made a promise to her ill study hard. but i have not been doing it. i just wish she was here. to wake me up to school.. the cook me food…. to hug and kiss  me right before i leave the house. i remember the last school result i showed her was my preliminary results and the  grades was terrible. i really2 regretted i didn’t do well there. i miss her smile. i just wish she  was here to sit beside me.  eat with me. scold me. haiz… but what to do. moving on is a good thing. but i think I've moved on without fulfilling my promise to her. i miss my mother.

Confirmed

It is for sure that I’ll be departing from Singapore by Thursday noon. I’ll be taking the bus from Golden mile junction. I guess i can’t go for the Thursday class. I just hope that I’m going to find the fun there. Things that I should bring:-

1. Passport
2. My Cell phone
3. My digital camera

Yes without my cell phone, there will be no music. No music means BOREDOM. Without my digital camera, I got nothing to do there. This time I’ll try sharing my time there through the pictures. I’ll be back by Sunday and i got the feeling that my sister is coming to Singapore to with me. Thus, I can’t go out that day or any other day/night. She’ll be here for the holidays. She is a teacher there. When the school is having a holiday, she’ll be having one too. That is one of the reason why I don’t like holidays. When holidays comes, she going to ask me to go there.*sigh*

2012

There are rumors that the world will be facing tragedy during that year. Some says the worlds going to end. Some say not. It is said that it got something to do about the Sun.

For me, I think there is no point being scared about this. We just have to continue life as it is. I mean, what if it doesn’t happen. You’ll be wasting 2 years being scared and not enjoying your life. If its time for us to die, then die. *laugh* OR if you really really believe that the event is going to happen and you know that you have not fulfill whatever you want to do in life, then try fulfilling it. To me, the questions of death is all in the hands of god. 

 

Random Question: Do you think that our life is being control?

Departing Day> Thursday

This Thursday I'm going to KL. My brother is getting engage in Kedah. I've been there and the place is really really rural. I can smell it in the air. Everything is so unpolluted by carbon monoxide. Fresh air and mosquitoes for you.
The Problem is, buying the tickets. I really need to find the time and money to buy the tickets at Golden mile junction. Which is at Beach road area. I need to depart from Singapore by 6 plus but I had already put my working schedule on that day. *laugh* Now I need to find replacements. *laugh out loud* My sister is coming back to Singapore with me on Sunday and she's gonna ask my to give her a ride from Haig Road to Woodlands. I can survive that. But I'm not sure whether my bike can. *chuckles*

Just now I had a meeting in school about RPresenting. It a dance competition. Hip Hop IG,Style Groovas Crew, is organizing it. I was chosen to be the leader in the Marketing section. I don't mind being in the marketing section its just the word "leader" that makes me..... "huh?". I mean, me? leader? *chuckles* I'll try. Nothing is impossible. Besides, what so hard about being a leader? I just need to guide them. Let's do it!